I spent almost ten years living in New York City, a place where you can reinvent yourself a thousand times over. When I moved back to Colorado, I felt like I left a piece of myself behind. Surrounded by people who knew an older version of me, I slowly found myself slipping back into who I used to be instead of becoming who I wanted to be.
Seven years later, I'm in my late 30s and realizing that creating the life I want starts with getting intentional about the energy I bring into it. I'm rediscovering myself through manifestation, creative expression, daily rituals, and learning to trust that the things I desire are meant for me. I'm becoming more conscious of my thoughts, what I give my energy to, and how I want my everyday life to feel.
Full honesty: I'm a rushaholic. Patience doesn't come naturally, and slowing down has never been my strong suit. But I'm learning that manifestation isn't about constantly chasing the next thing. It's about creating space, being present, trusting the timing of your life, and finding joy in what already exists.
The Beyond State is my journey of turning inward to create a life that feels as good as the one I've always imagined. A space for manifestation, mindfulness, creativity, intentional living, and becoming the version of ourselves we know we're capable of being.
I'm still figuring it out, and I'd love for you to explore it with me.